I've allowed the enemy to deceive me and build a strong hold in my life. I believe God did create any one a homosexual. This sin has been going on too long in my life. Please pray that I would receive God's forgiveness an d forgive myself.
There is a link on this site with 3 steps to become a Christian and the steps are the same for someone who has fallen away from the faith. Link
We must genuinely repent of our sin. Jesus already genuinely died for your sin. No sin is too great for Jesus to cover, except blasphemy of the holy spirit Matthew 12:31 which is an form of speaking evil against that which is good and denial of Jesus Christ. What you are describing is not that. God's grace otherwise has no limit and no expiration date, except for your life on earth. Of course someone who deliberately seeks to take advantage of grace would have a problem on the being genuinely repentant part.
It's normal to assume we're not good enough and that our sin is too great. Most commonly feel that way regardless of the type of sin. I think that is the right mindset to feel absolutely dependent upon the grace of God and to accept the generous gift offered to you.
Keep in mind that the top evangelist for Christ used to murder Christians before being converted. He then wrote more books of the Bible than anyone else. Moses killed someone. David had someone killed over his own lust and affair with someone else's wife. These all became strong men of God. The story of the prodigal son committed all kinds of sin, but returned and was welcomed. There are many people who were absolutely filthy in committing evil but still had the opportunity to turn it around and be forgiven. If they can do it so can you. Now that you know yes, you will be forgiven, it sounds like you have a decision to make.
Ty so much for your reply. I've been a Christian for many years. But I've allowed the enemy to get a foot hold in my life. I believed a lie that something was wrong with me. I was deceiving myself and others. I was making excuses. I felt rejected from the opposite sex and so I thought if women didn't like me maybe men would. I still believed God and went to church. God did some amazing things in my life. I need freedom now. I don't want 2 go to hell. I need to change but I've been told I can't.
I'm not here to make you feel worse. I hope you'll be free. My story, I seemed to attract liars, moochers, and charlatans. I had to raise a son by myself. I've been single 35 yrs. And you?
It made sense to me the scriptures I'm gonna share with you. My life with the Lord has been so full, that I finally realized I must be a eunuch. I chose this life of solitude mixed with a lot of joy and contentment living close to my Lord.
Matthew 19:12
For there are some eunuchs, which were so born from their mother's womb: and there are some eunuchs, which were MADE eunuchs of men (mankind) and there be eunuchs, which have made themselves eunuchs for the kingdom of heaven's sake. He that is able to receive it, let him receive it.
I'm sure you've read Romans 1:25-32. I don't think your heart is in that lifestyle anymore. You want to be free. And of course, Satan wants to sabotage your walk with the Lord. See, he's not in human form until he finds a willing body. God gave you Dominion, Genesis 1:26. Jesus gave you His Authority to command satan and all his demons to GET OUT AND GO INTO OUTER DARKNESS. They are all invisible Outlaw spirits.
ASK God to send an angel to guard your home. You rid your home of every single item demons might use as an invitation to return. Acts 19:19. You'll know which items must go. Burn the memories of sin. Even hard drives. New ones don't cost that much.
Furnish "your house (you)" with a deeper walk with the Holy Spirit, Christian music, listen to healing scriptures on YouTube.
Not knowing your Church you attend, I do tell friends who desire marriage, to occasionally visit another church. "Ms Right" may be there that day. Visiting is just that. In Gen.24, the servant is like the Holy Spirit. Abraham sends him to find Isaac a wife. See the principal? Ask Holy Spirit to Help you. Don't give up now. Always let hope live in you. Be alert to repeat attacks and bind and cast out again.
Mishael , what a lovely post from you . We don't always agree with each other but you have my respect because I can hear your tender heart in all your posts . Much love to you in Christ .
Ty. I'm married to a very beautiful woman. All this started when I was younger. I felt rejected by the opposite sex. I believe the devil used that. This is my 3rd marriage. My marriage is in bad shape. It's all my fault.
Dear Robert , if there is one drop of love left between you and your wife then you two , with God's help , can fix this . Talk to each other honestly and respectfully . May God bless you both and may He keep you both close to Him and to each other .
I do love my wife. But if I really loved my wife and God I should of never given into that sin. We did talk 2 night. I'm going 2 start seeing a Christian therapist.
Dear Robert. In Jesus name you will recover, when you go too meet Him, who is the King of Kings and Lord of Lords. Give Him Every attention, and He will deliver what He have promised in His Word. Stay close too Him every second, look up on Him. God bless you with jesus strength to stand against what you think is your sin.
Antichrist is here with us and do anything too try to get us as fare from Jesus as possible. Please read Romans in new testament.
Who saied it is a easy task, its not, Jesus is our savior.
Dear Robert , all Christians sin . We all have our weeknesses , then there are the things that we really struggle with , those desires , whatever they may be , that we just cannot shake . It's very hard to beat these ones . We all occasionally give in to them , knowing that what we are doing is sinful , and we still do it . There is only one unforgivable sin and that's blasphemy against God's Holy Spirit . Everything else can be sorted between you and your Heavenly Father . You must open your heart to Him in prayer , you must talk to Him very honestly and in depth .This is for your benefit not His . He already knows all about you . He has always know what your weakness is . That didn't stop Him from loving you and calling you to Him . Please pray to Him every day without fail and be honest , don't allow shame or fear to block your communication with Him . He can sort this for you . Ask Him to help you to be stronger , ask for His help , every day and He will give it . You may sin again , all of us do , but His mercies are new every day and He loves you and wants you with Him . Don't give up on yourself or Him who knows you and loves you and wants you with Him . You are only human and God knows this ,ask and He will help you .
Robert Apparently you think that believing Romans 10:9+10 is a head trip because if was from the heart you would have made the commitment to start letting the lord lead. Now only God knows your heart but its up to you to put His will to action, if not you will wind up with a seared conscience where you will keep an old habit pattern and convince yourself its O.K. Sometimes you need completely different surroundings to get a clean start walking with God. There's an old saying if its going to be its up to me. Remember God is always there to help with one simple condition It Is Written. In His Service
It's not to late to repent, Pray for strength and ask the Lord to come into you and remove this desire from you, then act on it by turning from it. Pray often without ceasing, Turn from it and from everyone in that circle. again it's not to late,
Robert The first lie you were told was you can't change, my bible says the opposite God will do anything according to His Word to help you but in a matter of speaking you gotta want it. That being stated if you Haven't done it Confess Romans 10: 9+10 believe it in your heart put it into action thank God for forgiveness and mooooove on. Don't believe what people say believe God. Remember God is always on our side we gotta make up our minds and actions to stay on His. In His Service P.S. Claim deliverance in the name above all names JESUS CHRIST!
Thank you. I had a hard time believing God could forgive me for what I did and still love me. I really could use some accountability. I've been praying asking God to search my heart.
There is a link on this site with 3 steps to become a Christian and the steps are the same for someone who has fallen away from the faith.
Link
We must genuinely repent of our sin. Jesus already genuinely died for your sin. No sin is too great for Jesus to cover, except blasphemy of the holy spirit Matthew 12:31 which is an form of speaking evil against that which is good and denial of Jesus Christ. What you are describing is not that. God's grace otherwise has no limit and no expiration date, except for your life on earth. Of course someone who deliberately seeks to take advantage of grace would have a problem on the being genuinely repentant part.
It's normal to assume we're not good enough and that our sin is too great. Most commonly feel that way regardless of the type of sin. I think that is the right mindset to feel absolutely dependent upon the grace of God and to accept the generous gift offered to you.
Keep in mind that the top evangelist for Christ used to murder Christians before being converted. He then wrote more books of the Bible than anyone else. Moses killed someone. David had someone killed over his own lust and affair with someone else's wife. These all became strong men of God. The story of the prodigal son committed all kinds of sin, but returned and was welcomed. There are many people who were absolutely filthy in committing evil but still had the opportunity to turn it around and be forgiven. If they can do it so can you. Now that you know yes, you will be forgiven, it sounds like you have a decision to make.
It made sense to me the scriptures I'm gonna share with you. My life with the Lord has been so full, that I finally realized I must be a eunuch. I chose this life of solitude mixed with a lot of joy and contentment living close to my Lord.
Matthew 19:12
For there are some eunuchs, which were so born from their mother's womb: and there are some eunuchs, which were MADE eunuchs of men (mankind) and there be eunuchs, which have made themselves eunuchs for the kingdom of heaven's sake. He that is able to receive it, let him receive it.
I'm sure you've read Romans 1:25-32. I don't think your heart is in that lifestyle anymore. You want to be free. And of course, Satan wants to sabotage your walk with the Lord. See, he's not in human form until he finds a willing body. God gave you Dominion, Genesis 1:26. Jesus gave you His Authority to command satan and all his demons to GET OUT AND GO INTO OUTER DARKNESS. They are all invisible Outlaw spirits.
ASK God to send an angel to guard your home. You rid your home of every single item demons might use as an invitation to return. Acts 19:19. You'll know which items must go. Burn the memories of sin. Even hard drives. New ones don't cost that much.
Furnish "your house (you)" with a deeper walk with the Holy Spirit, Christian music, listen to healing scriptures on YouTube.
Not knowing your Church you attend, I do tell friends who desire marriage, to occasionally visit another church. "Ms Right" may be there that day. Visiting is just that. In Gen.24, the servant is like the Holy Spirit. Abraham sends him to find Isaac a wife. See the principal? Ask Holy Spirit to Help you. Don't give up now. Always let hope live in you. Be alert to repeat attacks and bind and cast out again.
Antichrist is here with us and do anything too try to get us as fare from Jesus as possible. Please read Romans in new testament.
Who saied it is a easy task, its not, Jesus is our savior.
I'm not a faithful, obedient Christian while willingly involving myself in homosexual acts.
I broke God's laws. Is there forgiveness and freedom for me ? Is it too late to repent ? I did repent but it hasn't been real.
It's not to late to repent, Pray for strength and ask the Lord to come into you and remove this desire from you, then act on it by turning from it. Pray often without ceasing, Turn from it and from everyone in that circle. again it's not to late,
God bless.
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